May 18th
I’m so tired and mad at everything and I don’t exactly know
why!
I wish I was really smart, had a lot of money, and basically
had everything I wanted. I would want
the perfect body and personality!
I’m really not happy with myself for who I am.
I just feel like I have so much anger inside me and I don’t
know how to get it out! You know if I had everything I wanted… Would I really
be happy? I don’t really know what will make me happy!
I’m really afraid of the future. Will I marry the right guy?
I wish I didn't not worry so much! I wish I could escape
somewhere, but where?
Will escaping solve any of my worries?
No, but I just need a place where I don’t need to think
about anything. It’s a very peaceful place with a lot of flowers.
I seem to think about myself a lot these days. I didn't used
to be like that. What happened to me? I seem to want to rebel against the
world. What has the world done for me? I want to be a good person, but I seem
to make a lot of bad choices. I feel like I need help! I’m always late for
class and I can’t seem to be on time for events. I can’t get ready on time.
Another thing is, This 20 year old guy likes me. I kind of like him back, but I’m
only 15! I’m so confused!
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