I didn't write yesterday because nothing happened because I was sick. My temperature got up to a 102! I stayed in bed pretty much all day. No one has really called me recently and I guess I'm ok with that. I haven't felt like talking to people. I watched my soap opera on TV today. That's about all the excitement I've had. I think that I've been watching General Hospital since I was 13.
I hate being sick! I'm still sick now! This has definitely not been a very exciting week so far. Christmas is in 5 days! And soon after that will be the end of this stupid year! Do you know what happened last year? I actually slept through the New Year. Then I woke up and started talking to Josh on the phone. He was obsessed with me for a year. He's now married. The last time we talked on the phone he was a jerk.
I really hope that next year is better! And I'm not going to sleep through the New Year this time!
Written Later...
I've been listening to the 10 CD's Josh burned for me. I started with Disc 10 and now I'm on the 4th one. He gave me a welded Rose that he welded himself so he says. It was really cool, but I gave it away because I was mad at him at one point. I also gave the stuffed animal cat away too.
I wanted to tell you that Steve says he's going to marry me some day. Steve is the Guy that runs the underage Warehouse club. He once said a while back that he just wanted the Honeymoon. He used to scare me, and now he scares me even more for some reason. Asheleigh says that he scares her, but she doesn't have to worry about him too much since he doesn't flirt with her! I guess it's scary because I don't think that he doesn't seem to be joking. Before I thought he was just joking around, and now I'm not so sure. I don't really know if I want to go to the Warehouse anymore because of him. I don't know what to do. Should I even be making a big deal about this?
Written Later...
I talked to Steve Findely on the phone. I told him that I got this Porn Star patch for my sweatshirt. I remember him saying that he would pay to see me in porn.
Sabrina called me. She told me that she likes this new guy named Jay. I might know him. I told her about Steve from the Warehouse and she told me that she would be scared too. She thinks that I should stop going there. She also told me that Sam (Samantha) is a Bitch to her. She said she lies all the time. I told her that Jake has had sex with 13 girls. She said you should get tested after you have sex with 8 people. She thinks it's bad that he's already had sex with 13 girls and he is only 20 years old. I really don't know what to think. I just know that I really like Jake.
You know what sucks? I just checked my temp and it's 101.3! When will I get other this flu?
Written Later...
I've learned a lot about relationships this year. Everything changes. People change. People aren't who you think they are and so on.
If you remember, Bill and I had a fling for a bit before Ashleigh made out with him the week before. Ash was really mad that Bill liked me during that time. Now Ash is back with Bill who she has wanted to be with for months. Things got weird between me and Ashleigh after all of that. I now get the feeling that Bill and Ash want to be alone and not have me tag along to the Warehouse. This is another reason I'm thinking that I should take a break from going the Warehouse.
